Tuesday, May 31, 2005

10 To Doomsday


The countdown board at work


So folks here at work thought it would be funny to startup a 'countdown to doomsday' for my wedding...way to make me feel relaxed about it guys....

Saturday, May 28, 2005

"sometimes i can be
my own worst enemy...
i am my own worst enemy... other times when
I'm alone at night i definately find myself in the position
to be very unhappy with myself...
This is one of those times..." ?

Go

I stare into space and hope we're not alone
Am i searching for something that's better than home?
I've been working so hard
Stress is tremendous and pressure is endless
No one on this planet like me to be friends with
I've been working so hard
I've been working so hard

I'm underneath the sun
And i'm underneath the gun

I'm losing my mind and i know there's no remedy
I've become a failure who's living on memories
I've been working so hard
Loneliness can't be cured with no medicine
Look to the stars so they'll straighten my head again
I've been working so hard
I've been working so hard

I'm underneath the sun
And i'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away

Yeah, i'm underneath the sun
And i'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away

Sometimes
I beat up myself, i
Lock my own way, i
Cloud all my thoughts
Please go away
Oh, nevermind me
I'm checking out now
And won't ever come back
Now that my life doesn't exist

Yeah, you're right, how do it feel to be right, knowing that i was wrong?
Nothing is right when you're wrong

Yeah, you're right, how do it feel to be right, knowing that i was wrong?
Nothing is right when you're wrong

Yeah, i'm underneath the sun
And i'm underneath the gun
I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame and run away

I'm a fool to think the blame goes away
Such a fool to take the blame...

Thursday, May 26, 2005

The Parental Problem

Last night I got to thinking that Joss Whedon and the writers for 'Buffy the Vampire Slayer' and 'Angel' must have some serious issues with their parents.

Think about it..

Buffy: Parents divorced, father is AWOL. Mother later dies.

Xander: embarrassed by his parents, hardly seen or heard from.

Willow: Mother doesn't understand her, hardly seen.

Dawn: Never had parents, created from 'light'

Spike: Father AWOL, killed his own mother, who then tried to have sex with him..had to kill her 'again'.

Angel: Ate his whole family, claims they tasted like chicken

Cordeillia: Father convicted of tax fraud, goes to jail forever, mother AWOL

Wesley: Father constantly putting him down (Wesley even killed his own father for threatening Fred, though it turned out not to be him).

Connor: Parents are two vampires, mother killed herself just prior to being born, father...though a hero, fails to save him from years in a hell dimension.

Get the point? Thought that was interesting..anyways...ta!

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

Runaway Bride Indicted for Phony Story

Jennifer Wilbanks, 32, faces one felony count of making a false statement and one misdemeanor count of making a false police report. She could face up to six years in prison if convicted of both charges, as well as $11,000 in fines. [More]

Good! This woman should be made to pay for the wasted taxpayer money and mental anguish she put on those families!

Sunday, May 22, 2005

Crack The Code...

New Reading:


Dan Brown's 'The Da Vinci Code'


A murder in the silent after-hour halls of the Louvre museum reveals a sinister plot to uncover a secret that has been protected by a clandestine society since the days of Christ. The victim is a high-ranking agent of this ancient society who, in the moments before his death, manages to leave gruesome clues at the scene that only his daughter, noted cryptographer Sophie Neveu, and Robert Langdon, a famed symbologist, can untangle. The duo become both suspects and detectives searching for not only Neveu's father's murderer but also the stunning secret of the ages he was charged to protect. Mere steps ahead of the authorities and the deadly competition, the mystery leads Neveu and Langdon on a breathless flight through France, England, and history itself.

I'm only about 1/8th through the book but I like it already. There is something really intriguing about real secret societies and all that type of illuminati stuff...me likes me likes...

On another note I just caught the final episode of 'Desperate Housewives', this show is reeeealy good and one of my guilty pleasures (I mean it IS just a soap opera, after all). I won't spoil it for anyone who hasn't seen it yet...but...everyone dies..

ok kidding.

Other shows worth wasting time over are the new 'Doctor Who', '24', 'Lost' & 'Family Guy'. The networks released their new fall schedules this week, here are some of the new shows that seem interesting or have great actors.

CLOSE TO HOME: A legal drama that tears away the facade of suburbia to reveal that sometimes quiet and tranquil streets can hide the darkest of crimes. Annabeth Chase is a young, aggressive prosecutor with a perfect conviction record who tries the cases that take place in her own backyard. Returning to work after having her first child, Annabeth is ready to take on the most difficult cases, fueled by her passion to protect her community and her family. Kimberly Elise, Jennifer Finnigan, Christian Kane, John Carroll Lynch and David Starzyk star.

THRESHOLD: From producers David Heyman ("Harry Potter") and David Goyer ("Blade"). A suspenseful drama about a team of experts who are assembled when the U.S. Navy makes a chilling discovery: an extra terrestrial craft has landed in the mid-Atlantic Ocean. Dr. Molly Anne Caffrey is a government contingency analyst whose job is to devise response plans for worst-case scenarios. When her plan called THRESHOLD is activated upon the news of the UFO, she and her hand-picked team of eclectic specialists get to work deciphering the intention of the craft and preparing for the possibility of a crisis situation -- an alien invasion. Robert Patrick Benedict, Charles S. Dutton, Carla Gugino & Brent Spiner star.

THE UNIT: "The Shield" collaborators David Mamet and Shawn Ryan produce this action drama that follows a covert team of special forces operatives as they risk their lives on undercover missions around the globe, while their families maintain the homefront, protecting their husbands' secrets. Dennis Haysbert, Robert Patrick, Scott Foley, Regina King, Amy Acker, Michael Irby, Max Martini, Regina Taylor and Sammi Hanratty star.

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER: Ted's best friend, Marshall, drops the bombshell that he's going to propose to his long-time girlfriend, Lily, a kindergarten teacher. At that moment, Ted realizes that he had better get a move on if he hopes to find true love, too. Helping him in his quest is Barney, a friend with endless, sometimes outrageous, opinions, a penchant for suits and a fool-proof way to meet women. When Ted meets Robin, he's sure it's love at first sight, but destiny may have something else in store. With voice-over by Bob Saget, the show is told through flashbacks from the future. Josh Radnor, Jason Segel, Alyson Hannigan, Neil Patrick Harris and Cobie Smulders star.

BONES: Forensic anthropologist Dr. Temperance Brennan, who works at the Jeffersonian Institution and writes novels as a sideline, has an uncanny ability to read clues left behind in a victim's bones. Consequently, law enforcement calls her in to assist with murder investigations when the remains are so badly decomposed, burned or destroyed that the standard identification methods are useless. Brennan's equally brilliant colleagues at the Jeffersonian's Medico-Legal Lab include earthy and bawdy Angela Montenegro, who's created a unique way to render an original crime scene in a three-dimensional computer image; Brennan's assistant, Zack Addy, a young prodigy whose genius IQ actually gets in the way of his finishing the several doctorates he has begun; "the bug guy," Dr. Jack Hodgins, who's an expert on insects, spores and minerals, but conspiracy is his hobby; and Brennan's boss, imposing lab director Dr. Daniel Goodman. Brennan often finds herself teamed with Special Agent Seeley Booth, a former Army sniper who mistrusts science and scientists when it comes to solving crimes. Brennan and Booth clash both professionally and personally, but so far the chemistry between them has only played out in a fictionalized account in Brennan's latest mystery novel. Emily Deschanel, David Boreanaz, Eric Millegan, TJ Thyne, Michaela Conlin and Jonathan Adams star

KITCHEN CONFIDENTIAL: From the creator of "Sex and the City". Chef Jack Bourdain found enormous success at a young age, but his culinary genius also led to a lifestyle of boozing, womanizing and drugs. After hitting rock bottom and deciding to sober up, the only job he could get was slopping soggy pasta for the masses at a tacky opera-themed restaurant. Out of the blue, Jack is offered an opportunity to get back in the game as head chef at a top New York restaurant. There's just one problem: the owner gives Jack a mere 48 hours to fully staff his kitchen and prepare to dazzle over 300 customers - including the food critic for the New York Times (who also happens to be a jilted ex). Jack hastily assembles a renegade crew of colleagues from his past, including chefs Steven, Seth & Teddy. Also along for the ride are Tanya the hostess, a rookie pastry chef named Jim, and the owner's daughter, the gorgeous Mimi, who can't wait for Jack to fail. Bradley Cooper, Bonnie Somerville, Owain Yeoma, Nicholas Brendon, John Cho, Jaime King and John F. Daley star.

FOUR KINGS: The creators of "Will & Grace" handle this show exploring four lifelong friends on the cusp of adulthood who couldn't imagine life without one another. Since childhood, these bosom buddies haven't spent so much as a birthday apart, but when Ben's grandmother, who dubbed them the "Four Kings of New York," passes away, Ben inherits her apartment and decides to share it with his lifelong friends. But despite the comfort of their posh new surroundings and efforts to cling to their youth, adulthood begins drawing these Four Kings knee-deep into situations that aren't always easy to escape in this honest exploration of life-term friendship. Seth Green, Shane McRae, Josh Cooke and Todd Grinnell star.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Shower-ing with Gifts

My fiance had her bridal shower this past weekend. Our families were there to giver her gifts, play games and eat food. All in all it looks like the ladies had fun, they made her wear a silly hat, answer questions about me (she got them mostly right) and other 'womany' things.



This whole shower thing got me thinking, how come guys don't do this type of thing with the groom? I mean, I wouldn't mind a bunch of dudes getting together, making me wear a silly hat and fake bouquet of flowers...giving me gifts for the home and eating finger sandwitches...actually..who am I kidding..I hate crowds, bouquets and finger sandwitches! Besiges..the term 'Groom-Shower' just doesn't seem right...sounds like some sanitary applicator you can buy at Pharmaprix.

So...for the record, I hate people..and shop at Pharmaprix..what was I talking about again?

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Shoot the Weatherman

Ok...well not the weatherman..but mother nature! That saucy vixen has tricked me yet again! After 2 days of mid-summer temperatures she brings us to near FREEZING conditions today...but with the clear blue skies and lack of wind I decided to wear SHORTS to the office..only to end up frikin' freezing all day!

If only mother nature was as predicable as my cat..but then again all she would do is sleep, scratch the couch and lick herself clean everyday..no big improvement there..

Frickin' Freezing I tell you!

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

My God...It's Full of Stars..

Ok...so the title has little or nothing to do with this post...I just wanted to distract you from the fact that I haven't posted in almost 3 weeks! Wedding plans and real life work are getting in the way!

So in the past three weeks we've managed to do the following: Buy the rings, plan the music, send out invitations, get some back, get all the tux sizes worked out...and what else? I KNOW we did more than that...

Oh yes, we chose who will read at our ceremony..and my cousin will sing at the hall..we just need to get her to select a song to sing!

All this and I have deadlines at work, a Honeymoon to prepare and I still need to eat 3 times a day and watch Doctor Who, Lost, 24, Desperate Housewives, Family Guy and finish off X-Files Season 2 on DVD....

So needless to say I'm--zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz